I've always found myself conflicted with the concept of 'New
Years Resolutions'. What makes January
1st a better day than any other to do something good for your health, or to
make an allegiance to some great concept? It had been a long two weeks since I
had taught my last class and I was struggling for something meaningful to say
to my students about the new year. As I sat in front of the class and looked
into the sea of familiar smiling faces I decided to go for it. I pulled out my book of yoga inspired poetry,
randomly flipped to a page, and started to read. As I read the poem "Maybe
Not" (see below) by fellow yoga teacher, Danna Faulds, I got
goosebumps. It was perfect.
I continued to read this poem in classes throughout the week
my appreciation for it grew. I wondered how many other people had taken the
faithful leap to do something big for the new year, and how many had already
fallen short of their idealist view of that change. This poem seemed to offer a
new perspective. Maybe faltering and falling short of our ideal is part of an
even deeper kind of spiritual growth
I started to think about how common it is for discomfort,
doubt, and fear to be seen as enemies of willpower. But what what if each time
we experience these discomforts they actually have a strengthening effect on
our courage and resolve. Even the word re-solve gives us the clue that it is
not something that we do once. Perhaps
it is the constant faltering and daily doubt that create lasting internal
resolution and not because we 'like' it, but because it is required.
It takes a lot of courage to begin again after we have
failed. I remember learning to snowboard and how many times I fell. Yet every
time I stood up, dusted myself off, and tried again (...also a great line by
superstar Beyonce) I felt stronger and more confident. Before long I was
standing longer than I was sitting. I was never guaranteed a smooth trip down
the mountain and there was no sure result that I'd ever make it down without
falling, but I aligned myself with resolve and when my instructor said I had
"the tenacity of a jack russel terrier," I owned it. As Danna says,
"the secret is you can begin again at any time." How refreshing.
So whether you have a spotless new year’s record or if
you've fallen off the wagon a few times we salute you. Change isn't always easy and maybe that is a
good thing.
Here at Sky House we are taking on the challenge of a 90-day
sugar cleanse. If you want to join us, send us an email and we can send each
other encouraging words as we go. We know it is not an easy feat yet each day
when we wake up we are committed to starting again and are learning to face the
temptations with even greater resolve.
We are also happy to be putting more of our good energy into the things
we love. This season you will find a new
Sky House Yoga Class Schedule, Full Moon Ceremonies, A Special Dream Tracking
Workshop, The Artist's Way, and an invitation to join our upcoming Herbal,
Astrology, and Yoga Training Programs.
Wishing you a wonderful new year and may good health be your
faithful companion, peace your guarded ally, and love your perpetual guide.